What I Really Feel

Here I am again
Trying to write what is in my mind
Things that I could never utter
While you are here around me
This I say through writing
And this is true...believe me

There has been so many times
I longed to be close to you
So many times
That I wanted to talk to you
Many wishes that I wished would come true
Many hopes that I get to know you
I don't know the reason
Why I can't talk when you're around
Words just seem never to be utttered at all
Things that seem only to be kept in my heart
That's why I have no idea what is best
Would it be better to tell you or just keep it a secret
I don't know how I could show you I care
I find it hard to let you know what I really feel